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I Wish
04:18
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I lie awake at night and always wonder if you like me
If I was good enough to be someone and if it might be
A possibility that I could ever write these rightly
And at the end of it, is the end of it to spite me
I walk around the halls and then I always feel familiar
Urges saying all’s lost and all these voices saying kill your-
Self because it’s over, and it’s hopeless, no one likes you,
And every mic you bought’s a waste of time, you’re being lied to
And I don’t really know if there was anyone at all
Who gave a second thought to my reality or had the gall
To take a minute of their time to notice that I’m always
Wandering the hall and in a moment I’m about to take a fall
I recall there was a time when I would notice it
If someone needed energy there was a photosynthesis
Where I would be the sunny side of someone else’s life
Nowadays I’m only trying to keep your mind off of the knife
What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?
What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?
I wish I never had this trouble when I try and go to sleep
I wish they had a pill that made me be less of a freak
I wish that every time I tried to focus on a sentence
I could say it like I meant and never stutter when I speak
I wish I could endeavor to be someone that I’m not
And instead of being clever be successful, rich, or hot
I wish that I could be whatever I decided on,
And not the product of a chromosome I have or haven’t got
I wish that I could figure out my life before I’m thirty
I wish I could give a hug to everyone that ever hurt me
I wish that I could be pristine and clean and seem serene
But every time I’m down to earth I always end up getting dirty
I wish I could be the sum of all that I’ve created
I wish that it would last, even if I end up hated
I wish that everyone I know would remember who I am
And be happy when I’m gone, even if I never made it
What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?
What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?
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Qualified To Rap
02:54
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Do you think you're pretty, no I think I'm pretty hideous
Insidious and pitiful considering the radius
Of literally six chicks insipidly hinting
I'm minty and fresh, a pro-fessional in-thing
Insisting I fix when I market a slick trick
And stick quick bars on a pick of the bent brick
Road that I hit, when I spit I'm a bit sick
Spigots and drip-drip-dripping I rinse it
Why, so I guess I'm a heartthrob now?
Cuz last I checked, I wouldn't even know how
To have a conversation or date without
Falling down, or having to show myself out
Cuz I'm tall, and apparently, that's attractive, and
Retroactively, reenact this
Scene if you would, is it good, I'm askin
To look like a tree when I'm whack and passive
What makes me qualified to rap
Oh snap, the cracker's pale and whack
Admiral Ackbar, what's the stat-
Us of nerdcore now, I think it's a trap
I try to write a cipher in a way that's indecipherable
I'm likeable I guess but unimpressive on the microphone
My style's a hype revival that is if you're in denial
But as a partial architect I'm gonna say it ain't an Eiffel
Tower, empowering the masses to attract an
Understandable amount of passion, flashing, dashing
Stereo-typical lyricists and cynically bashing
Mediocrity, dominoes, flow's a chain reaction
It's an endless stream of references
I'm sick of endless effortless
Affronts to my impediments
My residence and melanin
Enveloping a melody of felony I'm peddling
Remembering I'm never enemies unless I'm yelling it
Crazy how I lazily adjust to the insanely
Cockamamie operating think I'm brainy but I'm not
You could hate me like Tom Brady but I'm really not a fraidy cat
I may be down with Rainbow Dash but that's just how I rock
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Pony Famous
03:07
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I want to be great, want to rise to the top
In pop and lock, hip-hop, indie or rock
It doesn't matter, the genre is not what defines me
What's with the boxes? Someone remind me
You couldn't be unique, you gotta stick with the label
Unable to speak, you feel weak, like a pipsqueak
But at least Daniel's being himself
You gotta play the joker, if that's the hand that you're dealt
And my cards are face up, cuz I'd rather go bust
Than try to win in a system where I'm losing my trust
It's unoriginal and pushing the limits is pretty minimal
When you murder yourself, the vic-tim is the criminal
So tell me I'm addled, cuz my heroes wear saddles
Or come battle me bro, cuz this rapper ain't rattled
Or get your nerves checked, because apparently and really G
You're listening but you ain't really feeling me
Lets be pony famous
So everybody can blame us
We perfectly appear heinous
Well nobody said that it's painless
Lets be pony famous
So everybody can blame us
Well nobody said that it's painless
We just wanna be pony famous
(PENGUINS STROLL ONSTAGE)
Versatility is killing me, I'm fitting in with
The band of random kids and misfits
I pitch it quick but on a stage I stick
I choke, it's a slick trick, dope and oblig-
Atory, and poorly, my whole life story
Ends with a picture of gore and glory
It's horrible, I don't mean to be boring
Court is in session, and you're the jury
So judge my rhymes, and deliver a verdict
Rainbow factory flipping the sherbet
I'm lofty, my aims are a vertical service
Spike plays pen pal and I pen perfect
Giggle at the ghosts, but I mostly toast it
Coast to coast, and fillydelphia knows it
Venom in the Ritalin my eyes are wide open
Scratching out ponies on the back of a post it
Lets be pony famous
So everybody can blame us
We perfectly appear heinous
Well nobody said that it's painless
Lets be pony famous
So everybody can blame us
Well nobody said that it's painless
We just wanna be pony famous
(INSERT DANCE HERE)
Lets be pony famous
So everybody can blame us
We perfectly appear heinous
Well nobody said that it's painless
Lets be pony famous
So everybody can blame us
Well nobody said that it's painless
We just wanna be pony famous
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